You should handle my obsessions
I think I have Social anxiety.
Since childhood people always make fun about me, I think they love to hurt me, They will said the most rude word just to hurt me, and they do it without hesitation, they don't care if I'll take it seriously and become suicidal or not, I'm a shy type kind of perosn, I don't speak too much, and I don't know why they always do that to me, I don't know what I've done.
Sometimes I wish I had never met you
I never knew it would be this hard to lose someone I never truly had. People think it is holding on that makes you stronger, but sometimes it's letting go. I wonder, what I could Do or say to make him mine. I wonder, what or who I need to be, to be his girl. Or just be myself will be enough.
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